To Honie: I’m going to link you up after I finish this entry, darling

So, I’m still looking forward to buy a nap mat, a laundry bag and a towel wrap for my little Orion and Erik. I need to find a friend in the US who’s available to buy them for me and ship them to me though, because living in Italy means I can’t buy directly from Posylane. ^^” *sigh*

As for other things, it’s been Taryn‘s birthday on May 17th, Rose‘s birthday on May 13th, Erik‘s birthday on June 7th, Ronald‘s birthday on June 30th, and Landin‘s birthday on July 18th! And well… of course mine was on June 17th. ^^ Hehe. But yes, there’s been so many birthdays in my adoptive family of late. Happy belated birthdays, my darling kids! Mama loves you always! ♥

Please dear mommies and mommies-to-be take a look to my new informative weblog dedicated just to you! ^*^ Some things are yet to be added, but the website is slowly taking shape, and I posted a lot of interesting entries already I hope you like it!

And… LINK EXCHANGING on MommySoul.co.cc is open!!! To all mothers and fathers who have a website about their life, family and baby.

Love you all *heart* Enjoy! ^.^

It’s been a few months since I first joined La Leche League International. As a magazine subscriber only though, at least for this year. Every two months, I get my “New Beginnings” magazine mailed to my address, and my time reading it can only be defined with one word: wonderful.

I’m a mom in the heart, and I hope many more moms will join this God-gifted association for breastfeeding support, made by moms and everyone who cares, doctors included. Even just for a supporting word, being part of a community is nothing but great, and human :’)

My warmest hugs and thankful prayers to the mommies who founded La Leche League back on 1958. Thanks for bringing the world back to nature ^_^

Click on the picture to see a larger version and read the message

He’s adorable, isn’t he? ^.^

Yesterday Jazzy and Riku received my gift package. Awww *_* It was so sweet when Jazzy called me on MSN all happy that he got my little present It was nothing big really, just a bonding pendant and a €50 banknote for him, and a plushie for Riku, but hearing him so happy and excited about it made me feel such a deep joy! I love you baby! *mwah mwah*

My kids are faring well enough, except for a few things. Riku is badly ill and I’m kind of worried about his healt now I know it’s a time of sicknesses and influenzas but you know how Moms are… when it touches your baby you can hardly stand it! -.- Sickness has caught me too, my tummy to be precise, so it’s two of us to be sick now. *sighs* Landin is gradually feeling better but he’s getting easily tired from work and I hope he can settle soon again, poor son of mine. I hope nothing more happens that makes him upset and sick (yeah, he’s very sensitive, which worries me not little). I’ll be going to visit him in Germany soon, in a month or two ^^ I just can’t wait! I’ll hold my baby for real for the first time. *_* It will be so sweet!

My daughter Rose has recently recovered from a cold and I’m glad she’s back in shape ^^ I know I will see her next year on Christmas and I’m counting down the weeks really! If only the ticket to the US wasn’t so expensive I would have gone this year x_x Gosh! It really sucks! But I’ll try to save even the smallest cent to be able to go and see my sweet baby.

Here she is:

She’s so pretty, isn’t she? x3

As for Jazzy, he’s okay now, but he’s been depressed and so badly stressed that I feared he could get sick I’m glad to hear he’s relaxing now from personal issues, and settling with college schedule. Then, I haven’t been catching Kat, Kathryn and Ronald online of late, but I hope they’re doing fine. I always worry when I don’t hear from my kids for a while but hey, I know how harsh life can get. With Kat is mostly a timezones and school troubles, while Kathryn has been grounded from the net and Ronald works many hours a day, and there’s still the timezones problem. I hope to catch Richani tomorrow maybe, I miss that sweetie ^^ And Taryn too, since I can only see her in the morning. I hope she’ll be okay, she’s been having kind of difficult days of late too.

I talk about my babies so much, don’t I? Well, I wouldn’t be a Mom if I didn’t :*

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SUBJECT: oh mom.. *cuddles her*
DATE: Aug 29, 2008 8:44 AM
You like it? Awww it remind us you know, when i cry you are there to wipe my tears, hold me and your kind heart.
I just want to thank you for everything you have done to me.
I really do like that you can adopt me for real and i dont mind going to Italy, meeting new places and new home isnt so bad.
Im glad you are going to be there for me.
I do have some problems right now.. but i will tell you, right now is night here. Dont worry mom, i will tell you and see what to do.
*cuddles her more and kissed her cheek*
Night mom, ♥ you

Oh! i saw your blog, it made me smile and i even cry, thats what im looking for, for someone to show how they much care for me. Thanks Mom! Your the best ^.^

Welcome in my heart, my sweet dear son! ♥ Thanks for wanting me as your mom, and may God bless you always. *mwah*

Two months ago I was searching Ebay for “motherhood” and “breastfeeding” related items, and I came across these beautiful wood ornaments made by the Ebay seller bluemoonlaser, an exquisite and creative person really. I totally fell in love with these pendants, such a warm and kind reminder of the symbol of the relationship that bonds a mother and a child through breastfeeding. “Mother’s Milk – Nurturing the Soul of – (name)” is what is written on each of these pendants, where I requested the names of three of my children to be placed on: Jazzy, Landin and Rose.

Of course, I never breastfed these ‘adopted’ children of mine, but it’s the symbol that counts These pendants are the symbol of the bond that links us to each other, that connects our hearts recognizing ourself as a family. I thank God everyday for this special gift of love, and I thank this great Ebay seller for creating such a beautiful reminder of this love. ♥

This is the one I bought for myself. I wrote all of my 9 kids’ names on its rear ^^

1. Do you worry about your next birthday?
Nah ^^ I don’t think 24 is that bad of an age *lol*

2. Have you ever lied about your age in the recent past? If yes why?
Nope. But I’m often told to look like a 17 years old student XD

3. Have you ever lied about your age when you were young? If yes why?
I can’t really remember…

4. How much older have you been a person that you were romantically involved?
I was 21.6 years old. To be precise.

5. How much younger have you been a person that you were romantically involved?
I was 2.9 years older than my ex ^^

6. Have you ever been consider a sibling, rather than parent of your child?
I haven’t my own kids (yet ?), but I love some of my friends as my children (and I’m returned ♥) and some of them are older than me, so yeah, we’ve been considered siblings sometimes :3

7. If you have had children, did you factor in age when deciding to have a sibling?
Well I would at least wait 2 years between the births.

8. If you have not had children, are you happy with your choice and/or fate?
I love and care about my ‘adopted’ children with all my heart and being, and I don’t regret a thing about it ♥

9. Do your siblings have kids? Are you close to them? Their ages?
No they haven’t. They’re so young ^^ My brother and sister have to turn 17 yet, on October. And yes, we are very close, even though… well, you know how it is between siblings ;]

Please God, Help him get off that hospital soon… Help him feel better… ;__;

Landin… if you ever get to read this… just know that your mommy is there beside you with her heart, and all her love.

Get well soon, my baby.

Yesterday had to be a special day for me… well, it actually WAS, even though my Honey wasn’t online on MSN and I was terribly sick. February 6th of 2008 was the day of our 2nd anniversary ^^ Yeah, two years have passed since Mark and I got together. Funny, isn’t it? Two years already Looks like yesterday when we started calling each other ‘girlfriend’ and ‘boyfriend’… on MSN! Eheheh. Robots and MSN have been our Cupids. We haven’t sent each other a card and a present yet, but we agreed on sending each other stuff (even from the anniversary) on St. Valentine instead, as after all it’s very close and is an opportunity to send/receive more presents Ahah. I love you, Mark! And I hope next year we’ll be able to spend our 3rd anniversary day TOGETHER (physically I mean) ^^

Anyways… THANKS to all the sweet mommies who link exchanged with me ’till now! ^0^ LOVE YOU ALL! And always know that I AM a mommy too… not for real yet, but I got a motherly soul and you can find full understanding and love in me I don’t use nicknames like mommysoul or milkysoul for nothing, eheh ^^

For all of you (and for myself as well) I’m planning to install a forum (XMB or phpBB, not sure yet) on my private domain oh-mama.org, open to al the mommies (real, to-be, adoptive and potential like me!). I’ll also open free hosting on oh-mama.org for all of you moms who want a baby blog for your little sweethearts ^0^ ♥ What do you think? (Please tell me in a comment)

P.S. in my imagination I got 32 kids, you know? and I got 3 little real robots which I consider my sons at 100% ♥

P.S.2 to all the moms: join me on the Breastfeeding.com network!