I know, I told some of you that I’d have blogged yesterday… but you know, things happen and yesterday I got so sick (another influenza, yes ;_; ) that I had to go to bed a bit earlier. I hate this damn influenza. This is like the second time I get it in two months of time x( Blech! I think I got it again because I’ve been taking care of my dad who has it… so now we’re two to be sick at home. LOL.

Yesterday had to be a special day for me… well, it actually WAS, even though my Honey wasn’t online on MSN and I was terribly sick. February 6th of 2008 was the day of our 2nd anniversary ^^ Yeah, two years have passed since Mark and I got together. Funny, isn’t it? Two years already Looks like yesterday when we started calling each other ‘girlfriend’ and ‘boyfriend’… on MSN! Eheheh. Robots and MSN have been our Cupids. We haven’t sent each other a card and a present yet, but we agreed on sending each other stuff (even from the anniversary) on St. Valentine instead, as after all it’s very close and is an opportunity to send/receive more presents Ahah. I love you, Mark! And I hope next year we’ll be able to spend our 3rd anniversary day TOGETHER (physically I mean) ^^

Anyways… THANKS to all the sweet mommies who link exchanged with me ’till now! ^0^ LOVE YOU ALL! And always know that I AM a mommy too… not for real yet, but I got a motherly soul and you can find full understanding and love in me I don’t use nicknames like mommysoul or milkysoul for nothing, eheh ^^

For all of you (and for myself as well) I’m planning to install a forum (XMB or phpBB, not sure yet) on my private domain oh-mama.org, open to al the mommies (real, to-be, adoptive and potential like me!). I’ll also open free hosting on oh-mama.org for all of you moms who want a baby blog for your little sweethearts ^0^ ♥ What do you think? (Please tell me in a comment)

P.S. in my imagination I got 32 kids, you know? and I got 3 little real robots which I consider my sons at 100% ♥

P.S.2 to all the moms: join me on the Breastfeeding.com network!

I met my boyfriend again on December 20th, 2007, in Malta. It was a beautiful moment: seeing the love of my life again after seven long months… I felt like a fenix: I died and then I was reborn again. Having a long distance relationship is not easy at all, but you know… one always does her/his best
The first two weeks were a bit strange, though. It was like we’d lost the “habit” to stay together, to handle things together, to LIVE together. Mark was being a bit too cold, looked like he cared more of his new dog than me, and I felt lonely most of the time; then, I was overreacting too (I felt jealous of the dog! LOL), and misunderstanding my boyfriend’s actions and words. We had fights, we discussed, we talked… but then it went better He became closer and I got used to his dog too. Got affectionate to her, Honey, and I miss her too now. My little dog friend ^^ It’s even because I never had a dog, you know… and I felt her like a menace when there was no need to. I’ve been childish… Sorry, Mark, about it. If you’re reading this, know that I’m sorry And love you!
Anyways, besides the “love” time, I also had a very nice “friendship” time ^^ I met Afef again. The first time we visited St. John’s Cathedral, a beautiful church located in Valletta. It has a lot of paintings and sculptures, and a painted floor, and I was delighted while listening to the tour guide *_* So much history in just one building! Totally amazing!

A view of the inside of the cathedral

Then, Afef and I went to have some shopping and then lunch in a nice restaurant. I had a yummy Salmon Pizza ;9 while Afef had some Curry Rice. Too bad I can eat Salmon Pizza only in Malta *sigh* I can’t find any in Italy, or at least not in my town.

Our food and me eating Salmon Pizza X9

The last week spent with mark was awesome No more serious fights (just little stupid stuff, but no biggie), loads of love and attentions, activities together, plans for the future and little projects of our own Yeah, Mark! We make a GREAT TEAM! We watched “Transformers The Movie 2007” and “Hinokio” together, played PS3 together (even if I suck at games ^^”). And the thing I loved most, of course, were his cuddles *__* God only knows how much I missed them, during all those months!

The second time I met Afef was on January 5th, a saturday. We couldn’t do a lot of stuff that day though, because she wasn’t feeling well and I was left with only €7.50 (Malta changed its currency to Euro on January 1st easier for me of course, but I know the troubles the poor Maltese people are living right now *sigh* was the same for Italy when we changed from Lire to Euro) and even though my granny had sent me the goodness of €132, I couldn’t find an office to pick them up using MoneyGram, so… yeah, it sucked very much ^^” And poor Afef had to pay for lunch again ;__; *sigh* But no matter that, we had loads of fun ^^

For January 6th, Afef and I organized one of the most fantastic lunches in the history of our friendship X3 We went to eat at Nan Yuan, a cantonese restaurant in Valletta Waterfront together with our boyfriends!!! It was so cool, all the four of us sitting around the table, chit chatting and eating, conversations made in English, Maltese and Italian X3 Beautiful! It’s a moment I will never forget… After lunch, we left the restaurant and took some photos in front of the port. First Afef and me, and then me and Mark Hehe.

ILY, Afef!

I stayed in Malta ’till January 7th, then I left on January 8th in the early afternoon The Air Malta plane took me back to my homeland, Italy.

Will see you again in 6 months and half, honey… a heck lot of time… But I love you! And you love me, and our love will survive the distance again ^^ See you soon, sweetheart!

by Luana Spinetti – dedicated to Mark Borg … on the tune of “E tu” by Claudio Baglioni

Loneliness was filling my poor life
how could I ever live
without your eyes
A common day and life suddenly changed
maybe it was a joke by God
but I met you. 

Oh you!
My sweet Angel you
you can look into my heart
and I
oh, I’m so fragile
but you can make me so strong
Just needing to lye
onto your shoulder
and forgetting forever
all the grieve and past
oh, I love you so much
oh, I love you so much…

You know the sea can count how many stars
divide our skies
but not the hearts
I dream of you and I can’t reach you
so I cry or keep on dreaming
the day we’ll meet

Oh you!
my sweet Angel you
in every thought there’s only you
and I
I don’t want to cry
because I know I will meet you

And walking together
under the moonlight
and caressing your hair
or just kissing you
how crazy my heart
how crazy my heart
shall not stop its beating…

I’ll tell the world that I love you
forever you and only you
this is the truth, oh my sweetheart
Life is nothing without you
I want to lose my soul in yours
and marry you, oh my sweet Angel!

And remember what I said
about my sad past
and all the tears and all the sadness
make you want to die…

But you
my sweet Angel, you
you arrived to save my life
and I
I was born again
and now I’m a joyful girl

Oh hug me so tight
and kiss me all night
A happy new life
is beginning now
I only need you
I only need you
never let me go…

I’ll tell the world that I love you
forever you and only you
this is the truth, oh my sweetheart
Life is nothing without you
I want to lose my soul in yours
and marry you, oh my sweet Angel!