I’m leaving Malta.

Again.

I’m leaving my boyfriend here for 7 months. I feel like dying, I can’t help but crying ;__;

I don’t want 7 months… I want to come earlier… I need to, please God help me! I can’t live without him all this time…

I came to visit my boyfriend again, in this little beautiful island. I arrived on Friday the 2nd and will stay until the 15th, so that Mark and I can celebrate both our first Anniversary and St. Valentine.

When the plane landed on the Maltese ground, it was a really great emotion for me. God only knows how much I missed this place… I missed my adorable boyfriend, I missed the nice orange-yellowish buses, I missed the salty air and the Maltese cooking… darn! I feel Malta like a second home by now!

The Anniversary day (the 6th) wasn’t really great, though, because my boyfriend got the flu and the only thing we could do was him staying in bed and me looking after him. We had planned to go to the cinema that day, but I think we will go on St. Valentine, and we will have a romantic dinner at the Chinese restaurant at night as well Well, I hope we can watch some good film; my boyfriend likes action movies, but I don’t because sometimes they’re too violent o__O So we have to figure it out.

I went to Valletta today. Not big trip, because I just wanted to buy a brush and some ink for my illustrations and comics, but it was lovely And funny too! You see, it was twelve o’clock, and I was starting to be a bit hungry… and there was a bar just on my left, which was selling super yummi tuna & spinach pies :9 I went to ask for one, but there was so much noise around us, that she didn’t understand that I was talking to her in English xD She kept talking to me in Maltese, until I said: “I’m sorry! But I don’t understand Maltese!!!” (well, I understood some words, but I just started to learn it, so it’s too early to understand a whole conversation, very fast too x__X) LOL! We laughed at the misunderstanding, and then I finally managed to buy the pie. YUMMI! *;* I loved it so much! So warm and tasty, with all the tuna and spinach melted together… mmmh…

There was a CDs shop too. I just went to take a look, as I had some more time before going back home… While I was looking around the shelves, I found a CD by Fabrizio Faniello The album “Believe“! How cool! I was really wanting that one, but I didn’t expect to find it, I though it wasn’t for sale anymore! But well… luckily I had LM 5.50 with me, so I bought it I just hope my boyfriend will not find it in the room, or I fear he’ll break it or something ^^; He doesn’t like that singer at all, because he lost at Eurovision last year. But well… I don’t care! I love his songs, and some of them remind me of my love relationship so much, especially “Another Summer Night”

I think tomorrow Mark and I are going out a bit, but I’m not sure yet. He’s so darn busy with school the last days that we can’t stay much together It’s already great that yesterday we managed to paint model miniatures together a bit! Well, it’s normal after all. It’s February, not summer; it’s school time. And yeah, I decided to drop school for 13 days to come to Malta.

But how could I miss our First Anniversary??

And how could I miss our 2nd St. Valentine??

I will see Mark again in September. Seven months… My God, give me the strenght to face all these long months =_=